The Catharsis of a Warrior
by Sophie-Louise
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As a Zhorian male, my
childhood was marked by the insistence of my society upon my duties as
a male; with the privilege of being male came the responsibility of
protecting my household and serving my city. I was enraptured by tales
of brave, selfless warriors, ready to die proud deaths in battle; so
too were my two closest friends, Carrig and Bryn. Together, we three
spent the idle moments of our shared childhood in discussion of valour
and honour. Such youthful thoughts found action when called upon by our
city in the name of war, and many times, the three of us rode into
battle tall in the saddle with a grace and determination that signaled
the intention of meeting, and the ability to surpass, our youthful
ideals.
The fateful day was no different, until we met in battle the famous
Dryhten, renowned for his ruthless ferocity in war. Disadvantaged of
our stallions by the uneven terrain, we three formed a sentry at an
opening at a clearing in a forest. Therein marched Dryhten, alone and
unafraid. |
Equally void of terror were Carrig and Bryn; the latter, upon seeing
the foe, leapt from his hiding place and charged,
sword held high; Carrig was equally quick into the fray, and similarly
attacked our enemy. I cannot say the same
for myself: I remained hidden, rooted to the spot. Carrig, even in the
tumult of battle, noticed this, and wore
a shocked expression when he saw I had not moved. And yet I could not.
There was something in the terrible stature
of Dryhten, in his stout thighs, his massive chest, and thick arms
lined with proud veins that immediately suppressed
my ideals of bravery and honour. By the time I was conscious of my
fearfulness, Bryn already lay dead, his taut
frame washed with blood; Carrig, too, seemed slain, his toned, muscular
body now limp and dirty. Dryhten loomed
over them both, tired from his fight, but magnificent in his courage; I
could only pray he had not seen me. I remained
hidden until Dryhten began to move; he left the clearing by way of the
path that my friends and I had only moments
earlier been defending. As he left, I shook with fear and shame as he
turned, looked me in the eye, and laughed
with contempt.
I woke up in a dank cell, the air humid. A faint dribble of water ran
down the wall. After I fully came to, I looked
beneath the thin sheet that covered my body. Where once I would have
seen a chest formed from pure muscle, firmly
defined legs thick with hair, and a heglog that pierced the most
beautiful women of Zhor and unfailingly ignited
pleasure slaves, I now saw a body with smooth, tanned legs, soft,
rounded buttocks, a flat, bare crotch, and a
chest plump with two firm, pert breasts. The shock was interrupted, or
rather compounded, by the appearance of
a government official and a female secretary.
"I see you're awake", said the official with a
smirk. The woman giggled. "You must have quite a few questions.
However, as befits your new status, you will allow me to talk first.
Your actions in battle with your supposed comrades were disgraceful and
disgusting to all right minded people. Had you performed your duties as
a soldier, or merely, I might say, as a man, your fallen comrade, Bryn,
may now be alive yet. It is consolation to the people of Zhor, thought
hardly to a wretch such as yourself, that Carrig survived his wounds;
he crawled from the field back to the nearest fort; the actions of a
hero, one might say, and somewhat at odds with you own actions, with
which, from Carrig's account of the battle, we are all familiar. You
are a coward, a traitor, and above all else, a disgrace to Zhor, and
the honour of men such as Bryn and Carrig. Since you were unable to
meet the responsibilities of masculinity so you shall not enjoy the
privileges. You have been sentenced to be administered with Ruk's
serum, and to live as a mere slave." At this, the secretary giggled
again, with a cupped hand placed across her mouth. I barely had time to
catch my breath and ponder this fate before the man continued. |
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"That is not all", he began. "Due to the particular gravity of your
crime, so you shall be punished
to an unusual extent, not, I might add, out of any cruelty on the part
of Zhor, but as an example to others. After
being branded with the vaecwi to confirm your new status, and a collar
fastened to your neck, you shall be led
to a platform in the centre square. There, you will undergo the same
punishment that was meted out to Morwydd.
You are familiar, I expect, with the term 'Morwydd's Conquest' and the
origin of that term." Here, the female
laughed out loud, muting the laughter to a giggle after an admonishing
look from the official.
He then turned his gaze back on me. "Presumably, you will treat this
with less levity than this silly little
girl here. There have been no shortage of volunteers to perform the
act, but we have selected an especially apt
trio. First to stab you with his dagger will be Carrig. Following him
will be the father of Bryn. Finally, simply
to show the futility of your, and indeed all cowardice, Dryhten shall
be granted a special amnesty to enter our
city and plunge his sadly metaphorical lance deep into your rhadus."
I sat frozen in some strange combination of shock and fear. The
official ignored this and made to leave the
cell. Before the door, however, he turned back. "There is one more
thing", he said, a statement that
made sweat run down my neck, but which could give no clue to the true
horror of his revelation: "Your family
will be made to watch." A smug grin spread across his face, one
replicated on his assistant's face. He then
left, leaving his assistant to prepare me for the punishment.
"Come on girl, get out of bed", said the woman.
"You cannot call me that," I testily replied.
"And what would miss like me to call her?" asked the woman
sarcastically. "What is your new name,
by the way?"
"I don't know" I replied, too dazed to protest at the feminine address.
"I think Sophie would be a suitably feminine name for you. It's an old
name, given only to the most feminine
of females. My name's Louise; do you like it?"
Again, I was too dazed to properly reply, and just muttered a reply.
"Good. We'll call you Sophie-Louise
then. You'll have noticed that you're already smooth all over, so all
we need to do is get you into your slave
silks and put on your slave face. Then we can go and get you branded."
Louise then produced tiny strips of
a silky, soft cloth. They reminded me of old pictures of earth women in
a state of undress that Carrig, Bryn, and
I had secretly looked at when younger.
Thoughts of my companions made me shudder with
the subsequent thought of my punishment. Such thoughts were lost when
Louise placed my left leg in the holes for the lower piece of slave
silk. It was a mild pink colour, and barely covered my saer (my saer!),
while the back slid tightly between my buttocks.
"Pretty, isn't it?" mused Louise. "My master makes me wear them all the
time. He developed a taste for them in his study of earther women.
They're designed to flaunt a female arse to the full. And of course
they allow everybody to see your vaec brand."
She then presented me with a pair of high heels, with heels so tall
they could not be mistaken for anything other than the footwear of a
pleasure slave of the very lowest rank. With them on, Louise commanded
me to walk in them, and was surprised when I mastered them quickly,
declaring me to be "a born whore." She then intimated that I "might
even enjoy my punishment." To be honest, it wasn't as though I had
never worn such shoes before. |
Growing up, I had often borrowed the shoes and slave silks of my
father's pleasure slave, painted a vaec brand
on my left hip, and pranced around an empty house, imagining myself the
pleasure slave of a great warrior, forced
to perform disgusting acts night after night. Attired in such a way, I
even sometimes knelt before a statue of
some great man and crossed my wrists in supplication and found a
curious thrill that I had always put down to the
prospect of being caught. However, here in a tiny cell, with Zhor's
greatest punishment looming over me and all
already lost, I felt the same thrill.
Wearing the unmistakable attire of a pleasure slave, and with my face
covered in make-up, I was then led into the
branding room, where I was shocked to see my father holding the iron
tipped with the vaec. "Father..."
I began, but was interrupted.
"I am no father to you. You have brought great shame on our family,
and it was demanded by the people of
Zhor that I be the one to brand you into servitude if our family is to
regain any standing whatsoever. It is a
fitting end for a coward like you to end up as a filthy whore." With
that, my father bent me over his knee,
and gave vent to his rage with a series of sharp spanks that made tears
issue from my eyes, and my legs to kick
girlishly in the air.
Such a reaction was met with the now familiar snort of derision from
Louise. "If he thinks his arse hurts
now, he'll have a hell of a shock up on that platform," she noted.
"He?" questioned my father.
"Oh, I'm sorry, sir", quickly replied Louise "I of course meant 'she.'"
Satisfied, Father then pulled my slave silk up tight against my crotch
with one hand, and with the other forcefully
brought the branding iron down, pressing deep into my plump cheek,
holding it there until the hissing stopped and
the smell of seared flesh wafted through the air. "You are less than a
slave to me;" he said, "now
begone."
With that, two heavy-set men lifted me by my
armpits and half carried, half dragged, me out for the branding room,
my face still wet with tears.
"What's to be done with this one?" asked the first man of the second.
"This," replied the second man emphatically, "is the Morwydd girl."
"Ah yes", laughed the first, "the coward. I wouldn't mind having a
piece of that arse myself." Both men momentarily stopped, laughing.
Louise saw how their laughter distressed me and tried to offer some
comfort. "When you're strapped to the table, just remember to relax;"
she advised, "it eases the pain."
"Quiet wench", said the two men simultaneously, the first adding that,
in his opinion, "the more pain the better. The coward deserves it." |
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The next few moments were a blur of twisting passages and ever louder
noise from the crowd, until there I was,
Dylan ap Sion, clad only in a flimsy piece of silk and branded as a
slave , tottering up the steps of a platform
in high heels, led by a chain attached to my collar. I paused at the
top with the man leading me. Seated on the
stage were men identified by their clothes as a priest, a merchant and
the official who had entered my cell earlier,
and who had now taken on the clothes of a nobleman. By their side stood
Gwylim, most famous general in all of Zhor,
and father of Carrig. To my right were the crowd, great in number and
uniform in expression; they regarded me as
a disgrace, a disgusting perversion of the Zhorian ideals of
masculinity, and they were here to see me get my just
desserts.
The priest spoke first. "Citizens of Zhor, we are here today to serve
sentence on a man who, in his actions,
demonstrated that he was no such man, but was at heart, a base slave,
no better than a woman. Indeed, he is now,
for all intents and purposes, a woman, having been injected with Ruk's
serum at 5 a.m. this morning."
There were gasps from some parts of the audience, for such a punishment
was reserved for only the most serious
crimes. The priest responded thus: "Be not shocked at the sentence, for
this was indeed the most grave of
misdeeds, and we exact this sentence not out of malice or cruelty, but
as a warning to others who fail to be constant
in their observation of Zhorian ideals. It is in that spirit that the
next part of the sentence is to be carried
out; for this slave, who is now to be called, so I'm told,
'Sophie-Louise..." -- here the priest stopped for
the inevitable giggles from the crowd --"...will now pay reparation to
those he formerly harmed, in the manner
that the famous king Morwydd paid for his deeds; she will be strapped
down, and subjected to gairing from those
he betrayed -- his brave comrade, Carrig; Geraint, father of Bryn, the
comrade who died as a result of his unmannishness;
and, to show that cowardice serves no end, the man who instilled in her
that base instinct, Dryhten."
Having concluded his speech and having motioned for me to be brought
forward, the crowd erupted in a mixture
of abuse, laughter and hatred. I scanned the crowd for my parents. I
had prayed to the gods that my mother might
be spared this spectacle, but there she was, next to my father and
brother. Both my father and brother remained
stoic faced. As I looked at her, however, my mother caught my eye, and
returned my gaze with one that as instinctive
anguish and conscious indifference. When I was turned round at the
table, however, the vaec brand caught her eye,
and she broke into tears, sobbing into the chest of my father. My
attention was broken, however, when Geraint was
brought out onto the stage. His eyes were livid, and it took the
strength of two guards to hold him back.
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The priest asked him if he had anything to say.
He replied no. The priest asked him if he would like me to be
positioned in any particular way. He replied that he would like me on
my back, so that he "could see the pain in my eyes" as he gaired me.
Immediately two guards pressed me down on the table facing the sky, and
looped a thick leather belt around my stomach, so tightly that I could
breathe only shallow breaths. A guard held me head so that I was
looking directly at Bryn's father.
Louise then appeared on stage and removed my slave silks, displaying
them for the amusement of the crowd, Geraint then loosened his trousers
and retrieved his twyll. He stepped forward, placed my legs over his
shoulders, spat on my rhadus, and then, in one movement, rammed his
spear into my abdomen, skewering my body on his staff. The crowd
cheered, and then cheered with every thrust as he pumped his rod in and
out of me. Below the noise of the crowd, Geraint snarled at me with
every movement of his hips. |
"How...do...you...like...that...you....coward..?" he demanded,
satisfied only by my tears and cries of
pain. After what seemed an eternity, when I could feel the board wet
with my own sweat, he tightened his grip on
my legs and thrust deep and hard as his body shook, the crowd's
screaming reaching its loudest. I started trembling
the moment he withdrew, his balm dripping from my rhadus. Bryn's father
then left the stage, though not before
forcefully wiping his soiled twyll on my face, leaving streaks of byth
across my eyes, lips and nose.
Carrig was then brought on stage. He requested that I be pulled off the
table, and stood facing him. No sooner
was I on my feet than he demanded that I be turned around, bent over
the table and strapped down; I was, according
to him, "unfit to show my face to a real man." I was again strapped
down tightly, so that now the edge
of the table pressed into my stomach, and my breasts were squeezed
between my chest and the board. Carrig then
mounted me, his youthful twyll hard and smooth as it slipped through my
rhadus. He paused once his sword was fully
within its fleshy sheath, but there was to be no mercy for me; instead,
he reached across my back, grabbed hold
of my hair in his fist, and wound it round and round his knuckles,
until my back was as arched as it would go without
either it or the strap breaking.
He then began to move his dagger slowly in and
out of my anus forcing me to feel every movement. He quickened as the
minutes passed until he came, letting go of my hair so that my face
slammed against the board as his pelvis slammed against my cheeks.
Again I trembled as he withdrew, and continued shaking as he was led
off the stage. I stopped only when there was a mighty cheer from the
crowd, signaling Dryhten's entrance onto the stage.
Although a feared enemy of the Zhorians, he was respected as a warrior
and as a man. It was such a respect that allowed him to speak before
the final gairing of my body. |
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"Zhorians", he said, "I know you as a proud an distinguished people, so
it is with great sadness
and regret that I see before me a pathetic figure. But do not be
deceived; she looks no more pathetic now, strapped
to a table in front of you, than he did cowering from fear in a
hideaway as his more worthy, more noble, and more
manly friends lay injured. Therefore, while it is with great sadness
that I see this scene, so it is with determination
that I demonstrate the futility of such cowardice by showing how far a
man may fall."
With that he marched over to the table, and snapped the leather belt
before it could be loosened. He pulled me
to my feet, before setting me on my knees. "Now you shall see how
utterly shameless the debased man may be,"
exhorted the great warrior. With that, he ran his hand on its edge
along the table, cupping in his palm the accumulated
semen from my previous gairings.
The crowd fell silent in anticipation of an act that would ensure
forever that whenever my name was mentioned,
the word "shameless" would soon follow. Dryhten raised his hand high
above my head, and tipped my head
back with his free hand. "Open," he commanded, and, as I opened my jaw,
he let the fistful of slimy byth
fall from his palm into my mouth. The crowd as one shuddered. "Well,
now look at this," Dryhten shouted
as he turned my head. My mouth was full of semen, to the point that I
could not close my mouth for fear of spilling
the excess on the floor. "Now swallow it, coward," demanded Dryhten. I
did as I was told, the warm, thick
fluid sliding down my throat and settling in a gooey heap in my
stomach. I was so relieved to be able to breath
again, a weak smile came upon my lips, which drew further derision from
the crowd.
"What? Is the man come so low as to enjoy eating the byth of better
men?" asked Dryhten, reminding the
crowd of my former state. "Such are the actions of a natural slave; let
us see if this is the case!"
bellowed Dryhten.
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With that, he turned my head again,
simultaneously releasing his twyll from his clothes. Evidently, he was
aroused by what he'd made me do: his club was solid, and throbbing with
an insistent pulse. He grabbed the back of my head and made as if to
force his sword down my throat; yet he stopped as it met my mouth,
glazing my trembling lips with light byth.
"I shall not force her to perform a teur; let us see if she is a slave
at heart, who will receive my twyll willingly." With that, the crowd
fell silent. I cannot explain what happened next, but, dazed, tired,
and confused in the afternoon sun, the presence of a twyll near my lips
caused every instinct in my body to demand the same thing. And so,
naturally and without thinking, I elaborately wrapped my lips tight
around the shaft and forced my head down.
The crowd responded with more sighs of contempt. I continued, rocking
back on forth on my knees, endeavouring to slide as much of Dryhten's
rock solid twyll down my throat as I could. I was entirely lost in
moment, oblivious to the crowd, to the people on stage, even to the
moans of the man I was servicing. Then a simple command stopped the
proceedings. |
The priest simply said "Enough. we do not come here to degrade this
serum-girl further; we have come to punish
her degradation."
The first command had angered Dryhten, but the priest's words soon made
him regain his bravado. Again, he addressed
the crowd. "Do you want to see this coward suffer?" The crowd bayed
yes. Dryhten then lifted me by my
hair and turned me around, facing away from him and towards the crowd.
He loomed large over my shoulder. The crowd
was silent. The only sound was mine and my tormentor's heavy breathing.
Then suddenly, without warning, I felt
a felt a surge of pain throughout my abdomen. Dryhten had, with one
thrust, pierced my body with his thick lance.
I screamed out loud in pain; the crowd screamed out in glee. Without
removing his twyll, Dryhten then bent me over,
placed one hand behind each of my knees, and lifted me clean off the
ground, supported only by his organ deep inside
me.
The crowd's cheers grew louder as Dryhten began to bob me up and down
on his twyll. Tears began to well up in my
eyes, but I could just make out my mother, now totally distraught, her
face buried in my father's chest. Each time
Dryhten lifted me up, my knees obscured her figure, but each time as he
lowered me again and again onto his twyll
I could make her out. Several times, I saw her look up, as her son was
bouncing up and down on the huge weapon
of a great warrior, only for her to bury her head in my father's chest
even deeper. My father and brother watched
without emotion, but for the gleeful, vengeful shout that came out of
their mouths every time Dryhten pushed his
twyll especially deep into my body. The strange thing was, that as much
as I felt humiliation, shame and contrition,
so there was a feeling deep within my body, a feeling warm, satisfying
and...gorgeous.
After the crowd dispersed that day, I was led
back to the cells, where Louise awaited to clean me up.
"That was quite a performance", she said, as she wiped a wad of byth
from my bottom and made me lick it from her finger. "It looks like we
won't have to spend much time training you to be a pleasure slave.."
I gave a weak smile.
"No doubt there'll be plenty of people who want to spend a night with a
whore as shameless as yourself, having seen that." At this, I began to
cry. Seeing my distress, Louise gave me a comforting pat on the back.
"I have a surprise for you", she said in a tender voice, "someone I
managed to smuggle in while the guards weren't looking."
At her signal, out of the shadows stepped my mother! Her eyes were
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"Oh, Dylan, how are you?" I began to cry. "My dear, I've been thinking;
there's no point you fighting
this. As I'm sure you know, there is no variant of the serum that
changes women back into men."
"I know, but it just isn't fair."
"Not fair? I thought that, but then Bryn' mother saw me crying when you
were being....well...and she reminded
me that you were responsible for her son's death. Compared to losing
your life, being a woman isn't all that bad."
"Perhaps not, mother, but I'm not just a woman, I'm a...a
pleasure-slave! A strumpet, a trollop, a cheap whore!
You know what they say about the cup girls, the siolat girls -- 'Siolat
is expensive; a woman's body is cheap'."
"Well, perhaps that's all you're worth, dear. I'd far rather have a
daughter that gets brolled every night
than a coward for a son."
"But I don't want to get brolled every night!"
"Oh really? You noticed that I said 'brolled' there; I might mention
that I not only have a daughter who gets
brolled, but who, as today's events have shown, is willing to perform a
teur on a perfect stranger! That's perhaps
forgivable - you are a pleasure slave, after all, but I also saw you
gaired by three different men, and willingly
eat byth! That's the behaviour of a person without shame!"
"But I had to, Mother."
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"No you didn't; all you were put up there for was
'Morwydd's Conquest'! Do you know, I fancy that you enjoyed yourself
today. Don't forget -- I'm a woman. . I've never eaten byth, or
performed a teur, or been gaired, but I know how it feels to fondle a
twyll, or to have it rammed deep up inside me by a muscle-bound
stallion. Considering your behaviour as a man, I think you're pretty
lucky. And, in your heart, you feel you are too. So, you can either
cry, and lament your fate, or you can get used to serving men -- real
men-- and enjoy it."
At this point, Louise returned. "I've just been given some orders by
Dryhten. He says that he considers you performing a teur on him today
to be the equivalent of kneeling and crossing your wrists and that he
shall be along soon to claim you."
"Well then, Dylan, sorry, Sophie-Louise, this is it; either you
embrace being a pleasure slave and enjoy it, or you can fight against
it and lose."
Louise sniggered before adding, "Having seen Dryhten's twyll, I can
safely say you could do far worse!" -- a line that made my mother
titter and blush. |
Soon, Mother and Louise had me one again clothed in slave silks. I wore
the same style of silk as before, but this
time covered it with a loose, flimsy skirt. As Dryhten approached,
Mother and Louise left the cell, but stood close
by to watch. Between them leaving and Dryhten entering, I noticed a
small sliver of broken glass loose in the windowpane.
This was a chance to redeem myself. If I could kill the man who slew
Bryn, I might be accepted once again by society.
Perhaps my family would have me back again. I resolved that this time,
I would have no lack of courage. I reached
for the knife just as Dryhten entered.
"Sophie-Louise, I consider you my slave," said he in a thick baritone.
Now was my chance. My hand gripped the glass. Then loosened. I let
it drop to the floor. My eyes gorged on Dryhten's
stout thighs, his massive chest, and thick arms lined with proud veins.
And his twyll, throbbing beneath the fabric
of his trousers. I brought my finger up to my lips, raised my eyebrows,
gave a girlish giggle, and lifted my skirt.
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THE END
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