FUCK THIS WHOLE LIFE!!! JAIME IS NOT HAPPY!
SHE WANTS TO GO HOME BUT DOESN'T KNOW WHERE
THE HELL HOME IS ANYMORE. I FEEL LIKE I'M
PUSHING EVERYBODY AWAY EVEN THOUGH THEIR
LEAVING HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME, I WANT
TO SCREAM OR CRY AND I'M ALL CHOKED UP, I WANT
TO BLEED I WANT TO HURT THEM I WANT TO HURT
EVERYONE I DON'T WANT TO BE WEAK I'M SO SCARED
WHY WON'T ANYONE HELP ME WHY CAN'T ANYONE
HEAR ME I THOUGHT I WAS SO COOL I THOUGHT I
WAS SO LOVED WHY WON'T ANYONE SAVE ME I CAN'T
SAVE MYSELF BECAUSE I LOVE THE PAIN BUT I
WANT IT TO STOP MAKE IT STOP MAKEITSTOPMAKEIT
STOPMAKEITSTOPPPPP,MMMMMAAAAKKKKKEEEEMMMMEEE
EEEWWWWHHHOOOLLLEEEEEAAGGGAAIINNNandgetting
offgettingofficould have i should have i
didn't if you know me so well then tell me
which hand i use say you don't want it say
you don't want it you say you don't want it
but you don't really mean it , you don't
really mean it
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I miss my friend. They say she still gives
forgiveness although i willingly forgot her
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i can't breathe sometimes. I come so close
to crying when i don't distract myself, and
i breathe all funny, like i'm going to have
a panic attack, and then i just stop, at the
very beginning.
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I don't know if this is volintary, feeling
this way, or if its just comfortable.
Because I'm capable of behaving normally,
but its a role, its the things i felt a week
or two ago in the shell i've become.
OBSENITAR
September 8
I honestly am unsure as to whether I'm happy or sad. I hate these periods of transition. They humble any feeling of accomplishment.
Some say the end is near, some say we'll see
Armageddon soon. Certainly hope we will, I sure could use a vacation from this bullshit three ring circus side show...
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